King of my castle!
Long time no tango 😉
It's been quit busy the last week with work,music,buisness and of course preparations for the up coming move on Saturday!
After 5 months of airbeds,sofas,living in a kitchen(!) and lending nice friends appartments,and moms place I am now finally moving back to my own place since I've been sub-lending it to an other friend in need!
It feels so goddamn good that words can't describe it,I'm getting my own place! A place I can call home and it is MY home,with my rules,my stuff and I am the king of my castle!
And also...the feeling of being able to invite a Special Friend to come and visit warms my heart so much that it actually hurts...but it's a pain I really can live with...actually I caress it with my entire soul and heart and body! I miss my Special friend (or should I say Queen..yepa,I for sure sure do...) so extremley much and I am counting the days...hours and minutes... ❤
And yes...my Queen is worth it all...everything in every way there is!! If that's not love,I don't know what love is ❤
But now I'm just having a slow and lazy Thuresday evening in the couch,early start tomorrow and also I think it will be a looong day as well!! But it will only help time pass quickly and that I don't mind at all...
Respect each others, show the ones you love that you do love them...not only in words but also in your actions!
Take care and stay on top!
Ta-Ta!
Seeking a friend for the end of the world :)
Good day my friends ,enemies and what not :)
Last night I just couldn´t sleep so I went for a walk. Not a long one,just around the neighbourhood but I got bored so I headed back home!
Decided to stream a movie and the title "Seeking a friend for the end of the world" caught my attention.
The storty was that the world was coming to an end due to a incoming asteriod that would whip out all life on earth within three weeks.
Everyone knew so they just did what ever feel into their minds,since armaggedon was lurking around the corner.
The main caracter Dodge ( Steve Carell) faces the end on his own since his wife leaves him in panic when the news of "The End" hits them and he decides to go and look after his High School sweetheart, accompanied by his neighbour that has her own ideas about how to faceing the end.
Not going to tell you more about this movie,think you should see it. Not as heavy as it might sound. But it makes you think.
See yourself in the scenario,the world is coming to a bitter and inevitable end!
What would you do?
How would you react and faces the final curtain?
And who would you like to face it with?
Some might take a shitload of drugs,just because they don´t wanna die curious...some would just sit down on the nearest rock and think "...shit.." or "....." somewhat apathetic...some would riot just for the fun of it!
And some might face the end by their own hand.
I would steal a car or hi-jack an airplane and go where I wanted to go the most you might know where that would be ;)
Have a wonderful day everyone....and don´t forget...it´s not the end of the world and you create your own destiny and you can form your life into being what YOU want it to be...but don´t wait to long,there might be a asteroid lurking around the corner ;)
Take care!
Ta-Ta!
Words are not enough!
Monday evening and I am back home in my beloved "Götet"...
BUT...there is always a "but" I.DO.NOT.WANNA.BE.HERE!!!
Once again I left my heart on a far away distances place and I miss my Queen and LOVE more then anything!!
This weekend I´ve met a couple of truly wonderful and open hearted people and I am so greatful for how I´ve been treated by everyone,you know each and one who you are ;)
And once again I could listen to my Queens gentle breath when she sleeps,hug her and kiss her and see her eyes smile that wonderful and irresistable smile.
I am in the words exact and true meening madly...oh so MADLY IN LOVE!!
And to all you moralists out there saying that playing music in a band doesn´t bring you any good...I give the finger,from the bottom of my heart :) Because thanks to that and me not giving up on my dream I´ve meet the most wonderful woman ever <3
Wish I could write more and describe it all but I won´t...this is my and my Queens story...and words are not enough <3
Thank you all,once again for a wonderful weekend... My deepest love and respect!
So until next time...take care of each other...it´s worth it!
Ta-Ta!
Dios De La Muertos...or something like that ;)
God evening to everyone it may concerne ;)
So what we in Sweden call All Helgona afton,was celebrated yesterday. Not to be confused with Halloween,common misstake...
This holiday is to remind us of absent friends and honour theire memory by lightning candles on theire graves and if you walk pass a graveyard it looks very beautiful with all the lights flickering in the gusts of wind.
For me this meens celebrating the memory of my father that passed away back in 1999,and even if that´s almost 13 years ago I can´t remeber a single day gone by that I haven´t thought of him in some kind of way,sometimes with tears but mostly with laughter and big smile,since he was on crazy old fart :D And all of you who met him might be sitting and nodding your head right now thinking "DAMN RIGHT ABOUT THAT!!!"... And yes,he was crazy in one way but that was also one of his biggest strengths as an high school teacher. He got most of the kids to listening to him and as I understands it,he was the one that they respected the most.
Maybe because he gave you and showed you the respect you earned....maybe because he really seemed to know what he was talking about (mostly at least...at home is an entierly differnet story..I meen...as a teenager I couldn´t admit that my father was right sometimes ;)....) or maybe he just spooked the kids language...
But of course,he wasen´t easy to deal with all the time... everyone has their ups and downs so,not much more then that... He was no saint,but yet again who is and who was...even Jesus hung out with prostitutes ;)
He was no saint...he wasen´t perfect...had a couple of drinks to many sometimes...had bad coffe breath...smoked to much...tried to quit to much...smelled funny sometimes...was very wrong sometimes...and of course right as well...he had a temper,oh yes...he had dreams...he had broken dreams...he was a jackass,a prick and a complete bastard occationally... And my fucking god I miss him!! And love him!! But life goes on,and I really wish that some of you out there in my life got the chance to see him...but you can´t have it all ;)
But,my dear father...where ever you may be...try not to cause to much trouble ;) But yet agan...i don´t think the Holy bouncer at the Heavenly gate would let him in... and the Downstairs Pub would most likely be begging on their knees by now for him to leave :D
Probably he´s sitting somewhere in the middel,chuckling and giggling like a little schoolgirl for pissing some of them off :D that´s my dad for you ;)
Take care people and don´t forget to be happy for the little you have instead for complaining over all that you don´t have!!
Ta-Ta! :)
